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ok so i havent really posted in here in a while. i kinda forgot about it. i wish i could get this damn thing to work on my website. then i wouldnt forget. anyway.
christmas is coming up so soon. i still have 349857 presents to buy. all this wk ive been procrastinating about everything.
this wkend was shit. total and complete shit. friday mike got mad at me, saturday i went to center city to see joe, which was cool. he was talking about new years. hopefully ill be able to hang out with him. i dont think ill have anything else to do.
you know, i just dont feel like writing right now. odd. but i dont.
ill update later, promise.
[later meaning by tomorrow]
heather [7:12:00 PM]
ahhhhhhhh.
yeah im in an absolutely wonderful mood. which doesnt happen all that often for me. i just feel so kick ass right now. i cleaned a lot of my room. which is like woah amazing. i accomplished something! no im exhausted and i dont want to finish though. so ill just finish later tonight while im on the phone or tomorrow. or yeah whatever.
yay yay yay.
urgh im in way too good of a mood. too bad im not going anywheres tonight.
im talking to this really cool kid. he likes punk rock girls. why cant i find anyone else that likes punk rock girls? where are all the guys that like them? i think theyve disappeared. i unno. i find lots of chicks (like me) that like punk rock guys, but i very very very rarely ever find a guy that likes punk rock chicks.
damn them all. :)
alright. thats enough. im leaving.
heather [4:41:00 PM]
i really hate cleaning. and i need to update my website. i keep meaning to do it, but then i forget and you know, blah blah blah. im gonna update it today. or i plan to at least. i also plan to clean this bedroom, decorate for christmas and wrap presents. i might get one of those things done. i think i need a maid or something. cleaning is like the devil. no, its worse.
today has been boring. i woke up, ate breakfast and watched a movie. i havent finished the movie yet, actually. but i got kicked off the couch. so i figured id come upstairs and clean. which means waste a couple hours online. i asked mike about new years but again he said he didnt know. i should just forget about trying to make plans with him and find someone else to hang out with. its pretty obvious that im not gonna get to hang out with him. oh well.
so goes the story of my life. my best friend doesnt even wanna hang out with me.
im getting a webcam. yay! i should be getting it next wk. i hope. i better be getting it next wk :) im happy. its part of my christmas present. which reminds me that i have to get christmas cards before its too damn late.
alright well enough of this boring shit. im gonna go "clean"
heather [11:58:00 AM]
*looks around*
yup, im still bored.
i was just checking.
heather [7:47:00 PM]
yeah so im bored. i have absolutely nothing to do. well ok so i have things that i COULD be doing. but really, what fun is that? i dont want to clean or wash clothes or whatever. i wish that rickina would come online. then id have someone to talk to. i love talking to her cause she always puts me in a good mood. shes fucking nuts.
im currently searching ticketmaster.com for any good shows coming up that i can go to. so far, nothing. this fucking sucks. why arent there any good shows coming? h2o is coming, but thats this saturday coming up so i doubt that im gonna be able to go. i think dom said that hes going to that show. lucky bastard. i wanna go to a flyers game, too. i dont know who i would go with though. oooh billy joel & elton john are playing four shows here. i better get my ticket now.
why are they playing FOUR shows? one isnt enough??
yeah so anyway. i think thats enough out of me. for someone who has no writing ability, i sure do write a lot.
heather [5:30:00 PM]
alright.
i dont know exactly how this is going to turn out. but yeah, i needed a blog and well now i have one. arent i cool, now? i have absolutely nothing to say, which is typical for me.
i guess today has been alright. i havent really done anything. i cleaned a little bit but i got tired of that real fucking fast. what can i say, i just really hate cleaning? i mean, i know that it has to get done, i just dont want to do it. i dont know why i let things like my bedroom get dirty if i know that im not going to want to clean it later.. but thats just me. its going to take me two weeks to finish cleaning cause im only going to be able to stand to do like five minutes a day.
next week is the concert that i cant go to. the one that all my friends are going to.. without me. all my friends that dont even like any of the bands playing. life is just not fair. not that thats anything new. ive known how unfair life is for a long time now.
im going to ask mike to come over this wkend. i know i just saw him like a wk ago, but i miss him. he is, after all, my best friend. plus he got a haircut and im DYING to see it. hopefully hell come over to see me. i also want to ask him about new years eve. i want to hang out with him because everyone else that ive asked said that they cant or whatever.
they all suck.
anyway, im going to go and look to see what other concerts are coming up, and to ask some people about what theyre doing on new years. they better say, "im hanging out with you of course".
right.
-heather marie
heather [3:41:00 PM]